My boyfriend having a son is making me super baby crazy. Its fucking scary and literally crazy, but I would love to have a baby.
I think its hearing about all the fun things they get to do, and me not having that personal connection with a child that makes me want one so badly.
I’m just super jealous that he has this special bond with this precious human that he brought into the world. That, and I love my boyfriend. I would LOVE to create another life with him. I want to feel so connected to something that I carried for nine months, and something that I decided to bring into the world solely on love.
So yeah, dating a man with a child is a mindfuck kinda. I’m not saying that I don’t have the ability to love his son, but he’ll never be mine. Ya know? So its a lil rough.
I want a beautiful love child :(
These are the moments i live for. She puts up with all my stupid flaws and at the end of the day is always by my side. They say that no one is perfect, but I swear she’s perfect for me. Nothing compares to the feeling she gives me when our eyes meet. I would do anything for her, because the future i see when i look at her is what i plan on fighting for. I found my heaven in her.
A man full of perfect words and he’s all mine. I am spoiled with romamce.
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I just want something to be easy, be good, and last.
I don’t want to be alone. I want to get married and have a family one day too. But sometimes man, I find myself feeling really fucking alone.
I wish I had someone to talk to so
that I’m not crying myself to sleep.
I. Am. So. Lost.
I wish someone could come take away my fears, my worries, my insecurities, and my doubts.
I am in the best relationship my heart has ever seen, and I don’t even trust my boyfriend. :( It doesn’t make any sense.
I have all these stories about his past that people tell me, and every week someone else says, “..be careful dude.” And it only makes things worse for me, and harder for us.
I mean, everyone has a past, but not everyone gets to see this man the way I do. And he doesn’t deserve AT ALL for me not to trust him and its breaking my heart.
If its cold out he’ll pull the car up to wherever I am so that I don’t have to walk/stand in the cold. He holds doors open for me, he randomly buys me flowers, and ALWAYS buys me my favorite wine. When we wake up in the morning he pushes my messy ass hair out of my face, kisses my forehead, and says, “good morning beautiful.” It doesn’t matter if I have an eyebrow that’s smeared half off, or that I’m wearing no makeup at all. Because I believe he truly likes what he sees. He likes to get dressed up, go out, and even do fancy dinners with me. But he’s also cool with lazy days filled with movies, video games, and pizza. He’s the best lover I’ve ever had. He’s sweet and gentle but even aggressive when needed… or wanted ;) He always makes sure that I’m happy/comfortable in any situation. He makes me laugh harder than anyone has before, and he melts my heart on the daily. He wants to take me places I’ve never been and start a life with me.
So why don’t I trust this man? I guess because I’m easily influenced. And it sucks because his heart is WIDE OPEN for me.
So what I ask of you (if you know Andrew and I) is that you keep stories about his past to YOURSELF. I am seriously so happy with him and I don’t want anyone trying to get in my head anymore.
All I’m trying to do is let go of what I’ve heard, and focus on what I’ve seen… Which is quite possibly the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
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